However... I do believe there's more nuance to it than you give the situation.
Prior to coming here, I did something which ultimately distressed Jamil enough to send him into Overblot. I don't regret my actions. I believed those actions to be necessary both for my own purposes as well as his.
... but I do recognize that I caused him a lot of pain. That he suffered a lot directly due to my actions. And I believed that on its own was enough to merit an apology.
[For Jamil to be seen. For Azul to acknowledge and validate his pain. After all, they both knew what kind of person Azul was.]
Perhaps we differ there.
[He gives a nod.]
I do feel I have a clearer understanding now, at least.
[. . .]
I am curious... how is it that you and Idia came to be together?
[Given everything he'd told Azul, the logical conclusion that was that he was even more violent, even more unapologetic and hostile when he first met Idia.]
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Date: 2025-02-18 12:12 am (UTC)[He drums his fingers against his thigh.]
However... I do believe there's more nuance to it than you give the situation.
Prior to coming here, I did something which ultimately distressed Jamil enough to send him into Overblot. I don't regret my actions. I believed those actions to be necessary both for my own purposes as well as his.
... but I do recognize that I caused him a lot of pain. That he suffered a lot directly due to my actions. And I believed that on its own was enough to merit an apology.
[For Jamil to be seen. For Azul to acknowledge and validate his pain. After all, they both knew what kind of person Azul was.]
Perhaps we differ there.
[He gives a nod.]
I do feel I have a clearer understanding now, at least.
[. . .]
I am curious... how is it that you and Idia came to be together?
[Given everything he'd told Azul, the logical conclusion that was that he was even more violent, even more unapologetic and hostile when he first met Idia.]